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Postpartum: A Letter

2022.01.24 17:40 banks_99 Postpartum: A Letter

For the last 2 years our relationship has felt as if I am watching a fire slowly burn out. It is dying and I am struggling to feel warmth.
When we first met I was mesmerized by you. I asked you a thousand questions on our first date as if it were a deposition. I wanted to know everything about you. You captivated me in every way.
Four years later and I am still mesmerized and captivated by you. To this day I still cant get enough of you.
You gave birth to our child in 2019. You gave us the most precious gift. You are the strongest person I know. You are the worlds most amazing mother. The only reason I am a good father is because of you. Through your natural ability to care for our baby I became a great dad. I watched you and learned.
As with having a newborn things were different. I expected this. I also expected us to continue to grow stronger and closer together, however I have never felt more alone than I do now.
Somewhere in becoming a new mom you lost your identity. You developed anxiety and the irritability set in. You became only able to give and receive affection to our child. Your focus was solely on our child and our relationship no longer became a priority. All of these things are who you are now, even over 2 years later.
I have done everything that I know to do. I am the most hands on father that I can be. I make sure to clean and care for our child as much as possible. I encourage you to take time for yourself. I read that a spouse should always pick one household chore and always do it so I made it a goal to always clean the dishes, wash the bottles, and keep the kitchen clean. I try my best to understand everything you were experiencing and be emotionally supportive for anything you needed.
I have never stopped pursuing you. I have always tried my best to date you as if we were a new couple. It is difficult for us as we have no family to offer help. We havent had many dates since you gave birth but I have tried to make up for that with words, acts of service, quality time, and everything in between.
Your lack of empathy and affection towards anything but our child has caused an emotional disconnect. Our physical connection no longer exists either. You have no need for a physical connection from me now that you have our child.
I do not need physical or emotional intimacy from you for self-validation. I need those from you to feel security in our relationship. I cant remember the last time you looked at me and said I Love You at random, gave me a hug, or kissed me passionately. I miss you.
Throughout all of this I have continued to choose you every single day. I love you for who you were and are today.
Unfortunately, I no longer feel as if there is any room in your heart to love me. You have given all of it to our child. I am not resentful of this, only sad and fearful. I hope that room will open up for us soon.
We have talked about all of this multiple times. You recognize that you do not make myself or our relationship a priority and that you can see I am doing all that I can. Your anxiety is intensified now due to you not being able to give our relationship the basic requirements. I believe that as long as you have our child you are happy whereas for me both of you make me who I am.
I wish you would seek therapy. I wish you could make us a priority.
I miss you.
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I find it hard to understand code until I physically write it out on a whiteboard or piece of paper, is this normal? All of my friends who are experienced programmers seem to just understand everything by looking at it.
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2022.01.24 17:40 graceyin39 Azure AD Connect Error

I got the error below when I configure Azure AD Connect after installing it.
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The is a GA account. How can I fix this error?
Please help!
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2022.01.24 17:40 LALAMAKI Envios de Figuras y electronicos desde EUA a Mexico

Hola a todos,
Mi hermano y yo nos gusta coleccionar figuras y/o comprar electronicos en Estados Unidos, actualmente estamos en Baja California y podemos cruzar, por lo regular hacemos varios pedidos que llegaban con una tía que vive en California pero con la situacion de Covid ella se esta tomando en serio la situacion e intenta aislarse lo mayor posible y comento que de preferencia no le mandemos paquetes de momento, sin embargo mi hermano y yo tenemos varios productos (principalmente figuras de coleccion) que estan pre-ordenadas para fechas que no están bien afirmadas. Nos gustaria saber si hay algun servicio que reciba en estados unidos y envie a Mexico de preferencia, a lo que mire hay un servicio asi llamado "MyUS" que hace eso pero no maneja de las sucursales de donde hicimos las pre-ordenes (Gamestop y GoodSmileCompany por ejemplo), si alguien conoce algun servicio que haga eso que pueda recomendar?
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2022.01.24 17:40 Cpacoach Question for CPA firms in Canada.

Hi folks,
I am asking this on behalf of a fellow CPA.
How much money do you make running your own CPA firm in Canada?
Please provide these details in your response:
Location of firm
Employees (if any)
Profit after paying employees and other costs
Type of service you provide (i.e. tax, accounting or anything else)
Working hours per week you put in your firm

Thank you in advance.
#CPAfirm #CPACanada
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